Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

she was teh first kid in her familly, first chikld and also first grand child, ever body leoved ehr and care for her, my princes was what her mom used to call her.
before she even go to school she went to painting classes and in elementry school piano classes and gymnstic added to her scaduals. her mom was helping ehr with school home worls, math, and even painting, she was teh only one who at thepainting exams knew what to draw and even knew which specefic colors to use for which parts.
she fell in love for the first time when she was in grade 8, with one girl in ehr class, and she was so shy she didnt' know how to be a firend with her, that end p to be a story between ehr and her love.
her grade 8 was the onlyt sucessful and full of memory and achivement year in ehr life, her average ncreased by 1 mark at the end of year, just beacuse of promiss she gave to ehr self beacuse of her love.
when she was in grade 12 she decided if she didnt' end up going to greade 13 she will jump from 3 floor( where she used to live) to the back yard, beacuse she always wanted to do that jump, and she knew she can do that, she even used to dream about htat jump, bust she still needed a reson to do s.t stupid in case s.t bad happen.
after grade 13 there was one year she didn't do a thing, cuz she "knew" she might go imigrant to canada,( even ebfore they got a final reasults, what would happen if she wouldn't get accepted?>) but she was always lucky, she ued to think if she get into uni and tehn she leave the conbtry then she would have tok advantage of a student who could have gone to uni, so she didnt' study.
she went to canada with her famlly, study biro chemistry for 2 years, failed the bio class, and then changed her subjedt to physics and computer, almost failed computer and change her subject to physics, at her third year her average was aalmost 80 but at her last year of her study she failed a 2nd year mechanics course. and she finished her degree after 6 years with average of 65.
and she still didn't know what to do in her life.